You were crouched down by the register trying to hide your Juul from the manager.
I’ve been taking calls from you every night.
Echoes of the way that your parents fight.
Clarity’s best when I’m at my worst.
I’m hard in the bathroom again.
Not that I matter I hope and I pray in a lifetime there's a lesson to learn: I’m not calling you back.
Why won’t you say something?
It’s not a miracle. It’s something that you choose.
I wanna be someone. Someone you care enough to love and not to use.
Punching my card, the American dream.
Saving up my pennies for a record machine.
Burning out my pockets on a six and a smoke.
Trying to be the kind of person you love most.
Apathy comes in waves. I’m sand. Crash over.
Tryna get the holy ghost a little bit closer.
Why won’t you say something?
It’s not a miracle, it’s something that your choose.
I wanna be someone. Someone you care enough to love and then to lose.
credits
from who cares for good intentions?,
released July 14, 2023
written and recorded by baseball hat
mixed and mastered by Zach Medeiros
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